26/35 She had her empire; why must she seek out a man who had but his art and his youth, and steal those? They began for the first time to speak of me; it was the little painting of Cigarette, as a child of the army, that did it. Ah, God! I thought myself already so famous! Well, she sent for me to take her picture, and I went. I went and I painted her as Cleopatra--by her wish. Ah! it was a face for Cleopatra--the eyes that burn your youth dead, the lips that kiss your honor blind! A face--my God! how beautiful! She had set herself to gain my soul; and as the picture grew, and grew, and grew, so my life grew into hers till I lived only by her breath. |