3/21 There are moments in which life is at its crowning point, and when one heeds not the abyss that threatens close beneath. I am aware that this hour makes me guilty of high treason and may send me to the block; but nevertheless I will not be silent. I must at length give it vent. My heart, that for years has burned upon a funeral pyre, and which is so strong that in the midst of its agonies it has still ever felt a sensation of its blessedness--my heart must at length find death or favor. |