12/18 'Have you ever heard of such a thing as the fascination of terror? I have no right to visit you, I have no wish to visit you: you are my enemy. For the first time in my life, against my own will, I submit to my enemy. See! I am waiting because you told me to wait--and the fear of you (I swear it!) creeps through me while I stand here. Oh, don't let me excite your curiosity or your pity! Follow the example of Mr.Westwick.Be hard and brutal and unforgiving, like him. |