It does not do for me to be first; I have been what she called elated, and been more peremptory than need with the lower boys, and gone on in my old way with Richard, and so I suppose this disgrace has come to punish me.

I wish it were not disgrace, because of our name at school, and because it will vex Harry so much; but since it is come, considering all things, I suppose I ought not to struggle to justify myself at other people's expense." His eyes were so dazzled with tears that he could hardly see to drive, nor did his father speak at first.

"I can't say anything against it, Norman, but I am sorry, and one thing more you should consider.

If Dr.
Hoxton should view this absurd business in the way he seems to do, it will stand in your way for ever in testimonials, if you try for anything else." "Do you think it will interfere with my having a Confirmation ticket ?" "Why no, I should not think--such a boyish escapade could be no reason for refusing you one." "Very well then, it had better rest.

If there should be any difficulty about my being confirmed, of course we will explain it." "I wish every one showed themselves as well prepared!" half muttered the doctor; then, after long musing, "Well, Norman, I give up the scholarship.