You may shine in it if you do not merge it too completely with your loves.

As for being a free lover, it isn't incompatible with what you are, perhaps, but it isn't socially advisable for you.

Good night." He turned and walked quickly out.
"Oh, Frank," called Stephanie, in a strange, magnetized, despairing way, even in the face of her astonished lover.

Gurney stared with his mouth open.
Cowperwood paid no heed.

Out he went through the dark hall and down the stairs.