[The Titan by Theodore Dreiser]@TWC D-Link bookThe Titan CHAPTER XXXVIII 11/30
An experience or two with the less vigorous and vicious girls of the streets, a tentative love affair with a girl in his office who was not new to the practices she encouraged, and he was fairly launched.
He lent himself at first to the great folly of pretending to love truly; but this was taken by one and another intelligent young woman with a grain of salt.
The entertainment and preferment he could provide were accepted as sufficient reward.
One girl, however, actually seduced, had to be compensated by five thousand dollars--and that after such terrors and heartaches (his wife, her family, and his own looming up horribly in the background) as should have cured him forever of a penchant for stenographers and employees generally. Thereafter for a long time he confined himself strictly to such acquaintances as he could make through agents, brokers, and manufacturers who did business with him, and who occasionally invited him to one form of bacchanalian feast or another. As time went on he became wiser, if, alas, a little more eager.
By association with merchants and some superior politicians whom he chanced to encounter, and because the ward in which he lived happened to be a pivotal one, he began to speak publicly on occasion and to gather dimly the import of that logic which sees life as a pagan wild, and religion and convention as the forms man puts on or off to suit his fancy, mood, and whims during the onward drift of the ages.
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