19/26 'If I appear before him some time hence as a man of established name, he will accept me--I know he will. He is not a wicked man.' 'No, he is not wicked. But you say "some time hence," as if it were no time. To you, among bustle and excitement, it will be comparatively a short time, perhaps; oh, to me, it will be its real length trebled! Every summer will be a year--autumn a year--winter a year! O Stephen! and you may forget me!' Forget: that was, and is, the real sting of waiting to fond-hearted woman. The remark awoke in Stephen the converse fear. |