59/71 He rocked her gently in his arms till, exhausted by her frightful excitement, she fell asleep. The scene left her with a nervous restlessness which gradually increased to morbid fear. She was haunted by the idea, that Wilhelm had some plan for deserting her. She could not get rid of the thought--it assumed the aspect of a possession. She changed color as she did regularly two or three times in the course of the morning--she opened the door of his room unexpectedly and did not see him at the writing table, because, maybe, he had gone out on to the balcony for a moment, to rest from his work and cool his heated brow. |