AFTER--oh, I didn't want that! I don't mean," she smiled, "that it wouldn't have been delightful to see you even then--to see you at any time; but I would never have come for it.
This is different.

This is what I wanted.

This is what I've got.

This is what I shall always have.

This is what I should have missed, of course," she pursued, "if you had chosen to make me miss it.