11/36 I shouldn't have cared much in the old kind of life; she'd have suited me very well. You can say all the good about her you like, I know it'll be true. It's a cursed shame to treat her in this way, I don't need telling that. But it wouldn't do as things are; why, you can see for yourself--would it now? What's the good of keeping my word to Emma, only to be miserable myself and make her the same? |