16/36 She saw what he was aiming at, and felt not at all disposed to pleasure him. 'She can't blame you; you've only to say I've behaved like a blackguard, and you're out of it.' 'And when do you mean to tell mother ?' 'She'll have to hear of it from other people. I can't tell her.' Richard had a suspicion that he was irretrievably ruining himself in his sister's opinion, and it did not improve his temper. It was a foretaste of the wider obloquy to come upon him, possibly as hard to bear as any condemnation to which he had exposed himself. He shook himself out of the chair. |