[A Life’s Morning by George Gissing]@TWC D-Link bookA Life’s Morning CHAPTER XX 29/51
If it proved a success, he felt that the effect upon himself would be to draw him nearer to Beatrice; but it must be a great success.
He calculated on imaginative influences as other men do on practical issues.
Beatrice, acknowledged as more than an amateur, perchance publicly recognised as really a great singer, would impress him in a new way; he might overcome his impartial way of regarding her. The result, outwardly, answered his fullest hopes.
Beatrice had not idly risked what would have been a deplorable fiasco; she had the encouragement of those who did not speak in vain, and her ambition had fired itself as she perceived the results of her conscientious labour. Her nervousness throughout the day of the concert was terrible, but little less than her life depended on the result, and at the hour of trial she was strong to conquer.
Very far behind her, as she stepped out to that large audience, were the dilettante successes of drawing-room and charitable concerts; she smiled at all that flow; since then she had unlearnt so much and wrought with such humility.
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