His providence determining what is best for us; and His providence counteracts our ignorance, self-will, or evil purposes, and saves us from the destruction we would blindly meet.
He never permits any act in His creatures, for which He does not provide an agency that turns the evil that would follow into good.
Your case is parallel to thousands.

As a free woman, you took this most important step.

God could not have prevented it without destroying that freedom which constitutes your individuality, and makes you a recipient of life from Him.

But He can sustain you in the duties and trials you have assumed; and He will do it, if you permit Him to substitute His divine strength for your human weakness.

In all trial, affliction, calamity, suffering, there is a germ of angelic life.