But I thought of what you would feel and what a disgrace it would be to you.

And now--you see.
"Turn up the light, for I must go back.

I daresay that we shall never meet again, for remember you are not to come into my room.

I will not allow you to come into my room, if I have to kill myself to prevent it.

No, you must not kiss me either; I daresay that I have begun to be infectious.