The display of feeling on my part had brought back all her old self, and roused anew all those feelings which in her had become dormant.

The darkness, the bloodshed, the sacrifices, all these affected me as they had once affected her.

I had the same fear of death which she had.

When I had gone with her to the cheder nebilin, when I had used my sepet-ram to save life, she had perceived in me feelings and impulses to which all her own nature responded.

Finally, when I asked about the Mista Kosek, she warned me not to go.