[The Ambassadors by Henry James]@TWC D-Link bookThe Ambassadors BOOK Twelfth 17/105
It's in the name of what I DO care about that I've tried still to keep hold of you.
How can I be indifferent," she asked, "to how I appear to you ?" And as he found himself unable immediately to say: "Why, if you're going, NEED you, after all? Is it impossible you should stay on--so that one mayn't lose you ?" "Impossible I should live with you here instead of going home ?" "Not 'with' us, if you object to that, but near enough to us, somewhere, for us to see you--well," she beautifully brought out, "when we feel we MUST.
How shall we not sometimes feel it? I've wanted to see you often when I couldn't," she pursued, "all these last weeks.
How shan't I then miss you now, with the sense of your being gone forever ?" Then as if the straightness of this appeal, taking him unprepared, had visibly left him wondering: "Where IS your 'home' moreover now--what has become of it? I've made a change in your life, I know I have; I've upset everything in your mind as well; in your sense of--what shall I call it ?--all the decencies and possibilities.
It gives me a kind of detestation--" She pulled up short. Oh but he wanted to hear.
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