[Lavengro by George Borrow]@TWC D-Link bookLavengro CHAPTER XXVII 6/12
I again ask you what you intend to do.
Do you think you can support yourself by your Armenian or your other acquirements ?' 'Alas! I think little at all about it; but I suppose I must push into the world, and make a good fight, as becomes the son of him who fought Big Ben; if I can't succeed, and am driven to the worst, it is but dying--' 'What do you mean by dying ?' 'Leaving the world; my loss would scarcely be felt.
I have never held life in much value, and every one has a right to dispose as he thinks best of that which is his own.' 'Ah! now I understand you; and well I know how and where you imbibed that horrible doctrine, and many similar ones which I have heard from your mouth; but I wish not to reproach you--I view in your conduct a punishment for my own sins, and I bow to the will of God.
Few and evil have been my days upon the earth; little have I done to which I can look back with satisfaction.
It is true I have served my king fifty years, and I have fought with--Heaven forgive me, what was I about to say!--but you mentioned the man's name, and our minds willingly recall our ancient follies.
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