[Eugene Aram Complete by Edward Bulwer-Lytton]@TWC D-Link bookEugene Aram Complete CHAPTER X 14/17
From habit, I still bear about me the weapons I trust and pray I may never have occasion to use.
But to return .-- I have offended you--I have incurred your hatred--why? What are my sins ?" "Do you ask the cause ?" said Walter, speaking between his ground teeth. "Have you not traversed my views--blighted my hopes--charmed away from me the affections which were more to me than the world, and driven me to wander from my home with a crushed spirit, and a cheerless heart.
Are these no cause for hate ?" "Have I done this ?" said Aram, recoiling, and evidently and powerfully affected.
"Have I so injured you ?--It is true! I know it--I perceive it--I read your heart; and--bear witness Heaven!--I felt for the wound that I, but with no guilty hand, inflict upon you.
Yet be just:--ask yourself, have I done aught that you, in my case, would have left undone? Have I been insolent in triumph, or haughty in success? if so, hate me, nay, spurn me now." Walter turned his head irresolutely away. "If it please you, that I accuse myself, in that I, a man seared and lone at heart, presumed to come within the pale of human affections;--that I exposed myself to cross another's better and brighter hopes, or dared to soften my fate with the tender and endearing ties that are meet alone for a more genial and youthful nature;--if it please you that I accuse and curse myself for this--that I yielded to it with pain and with self-reproach--that I shall think hereafter of what I unconsciously cost you with remorse--then be consoled!" "It is enough," said Walter; "let us part.
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