How he treated me that Sunday! Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch, I am a slave, I am a worm, but not a God, which is where I differ from Derzhavin.* But I've no income, no income!" * The reference is to a poem of Derzhavin's.
Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch heard it all with curiosity.
"A great deal of that I had heard nothing of," he said.

"Of course, anything may have happened to you..., Listen," he said, after a minute's thought.

"If you like, you can tell them, you know whom, that Liputin was lying, and that you were only pretending to give information to frighten me, supposing that I, too, was compromised, and that you might get more money out of me that way....

Do you understand ?" "Dear Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch, is it possible that there's such a danger hanging over me?
I've been longing for you to come, to ask you." Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch laughed.
"They certainly wouldn't let you go to Petersburg, even if I were to give you money for the journey....

But it's time for me to see Marya Timofyevna." And he got up from his chair.
"Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch, but how about Marya Timofyevna ?" "Why, as I told you." "Can it be true ?" "You still don't believe it ?" "Will you really cast me off like an old worn-out shoe ?" "I'll see," laughed Nikolay Vsyevolodovitch.