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The Pilgrims Of The Rhine

CHAPTER XXIII
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By brooding ardently, intensely, before I retired to rest, over any especial train of thought, over any ideal creations; by keeping the body utterly still and quiescent during the whole day; by shutting out all living adventure, the memory of which might perplex and interfere with the stream of events that I desired to pour forth into the wilds of sleep, I discovered at last that I could lead in dreams a life solely their own, and utterly distinct from the life of day.

Towers and palaces, all my heritage and seigneury, rose before me from the depths of night; I quaffed from jewelled cups the Falernian of imperial vaults; music from harps of celestial tone filled up the crevices of air; and the smiles of immortal beauty flushed like sunlight over all.

Thus the adventure and the glory that I could not for my waking life obtain, was obtained for me in sleep.

I wandered with the gryphon and the gnome; I sounded the horn at enchanted portals; I conquered in the knightly lists; I planted my standard over battlements huge as the painter's birth of Babylon itself.
"But I was afraid to call forth one shape on whose loveliness to pour all the hidden passion of my soul.

I trembled lest my sleep should present me some image which it could never restore, and, waking from which, even the new world I had created might be left desolate forever.
I shuddered lest I should adore a vision which the first ray of morning could smite to the grave.
"In this train of mind I began to wonder whether it might not be possible to connect dreams together; to supply the thread that was wanting; to make one night continue the history of the other, so as to bring together the same shapes and the same scenes, and thus lead a connected and harmonious life, not only in the one half of existence, but in the other, the richer and more glorious half.


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