[Charles O’Malley, The Irish Dragoon Volume 1 (of 2) by Charles Lever]@TWC D-Link bookCharles O’Malley, The Irish Dragoon Volume 1 (of 2) CHAPTER XX 3/12
She turned towards the window with the colonel, and all I saw was that he handed her a letter, which, having hastily broken open and thrown her eyes over, she grew at first deadly pale, then red, and while her eyes filled with tears, I heard her say, "How like him! How truly generous this is!" I listened for no more; my brain was wheeling round and my senses reeling.
I turned and left the room; in another moment I was on my horse, galloping from the spot, despair, in all its blackness, in my heart, and in my broken-hearted misery, wishing for death. I was miles away from Dublin ere I remembered well what had occurred, and even then not over clearly.
The fact that Lucy Dashwood, whom I imagined to be my own in heart, loved another, was all that I really knew.
That one thought was all my mind was capable of, and in it my misery, my wretchedness were centred. Of all the grief my life has known, I have had no moments like the long hours of that dreary night.
My sorrow, in turn, took every shape and assumed every guise.
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