Further still, aunt Sophie would accept her niece as the very daughter of her house, as the rising mistress of her own establishment, if that niece would only consent to love her son.

Ziska was there as a husband in Anton's place, if Ziska might only gain acceptance.
But Nina, as she rose from her chair and walked backwards and forwards through her chamber, telling herself all these things, clenched her fist, and stamped her foot, as she swore to herself that she would dare all that the saints could do to her, that she would face all the terrors of the black dark river, before she would succumb to her cousin Ziska.

As she worked herself into wrath, thinking now of the man she loved, and then of the man she did not love, she thought that she could willingly perish--if it were not that her father lay there so old and so helpless.

Gradually, as she magnified to herself the terrible distresses of her heart, the agony of her yearning love for a man who, though he loved her, was so unworthy of her perfect faith, she began to think that it would be well to be carried down by the quick, eternal, almighty stream beyond the reach of the sorrow which encompassed her.
When her father should leave her she would be all alone--alone in the world, without a friend to regard her, or one living human being on whom she, a girl, might rely for protection, shelter, or even for a morsel of bread.

Would St Nicholas cover her from the contumely of the world, or would St John of the Bridges feed her?
Did she in her heart of hearts believe that even the Virgin would assist her in such a strait?
No; she had no such belief.