From him I learned that she was physically prostrated, but still clear in mind and satisfied of her brother's innocence.

This latter statement might mean anything; but imparted by him to me, it seemed to be capable of but one interpretation.

I must be prepared for whatever distrust of myself this confidence carried with it.
This was intolerable.

I had to speak; I had to inquire if she had yet heard the real reason why I was the first to be arrested.
A decided "No," cut short that agony.

I could breathe again and proffer a humble request.
"Doctor, I cannot approach her; I cannot even write,--it would seem too presumptuous.