The help which I at times experience in these trying seasons is wonderful in my eyes.

When I am concerned to stand up in His dread and fear, what have I else to fear?
This fear would always cast out the fear of man which ever brings death; and yet so weak am I, that after all these precious helps and comforting times, I tremble when the meeting-day comes again lest, I should fail in doing the Lord's will.

Such is my fear before I can rise to my feet in meetings that I say with Samson, Be with me this once more that I may bear testimony to thy name; then, if it be thy will let me die for thee, and I will not think it too much, to suffer.

O that He would be pleased to enlarge his gift in my heart, and he unto me mouth and wisdom, and give me tongue and utterance to declare his name unto the nations.
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30 .-- Our Fourth-day meeting to-day has been a precious heavenly season.