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Memoir and Diary of John Yeardley, Minister of the Gospel

CHAPTER V
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This may not be, perhaps, altogether on my own account.

There is at times a fellow-feeling with others; and on my reaching this place, I soon felt my spirit dipped into sympathy with some of my dear connexions, who are not without their trials.
A few days afterwards, in allusion to the religious service of Elizabeth H.Walker of West Chester, U.S., in a public meeting for worship at Barnsley, he says:-- I do not really know what is the matter, but I fear I am going backwards from all that is good.

When I look at the usefulness of others, O what an insignificant, useless being I appear! This lowly opinion of himself, however, was not to serve as an excuse for idleness, and it was proposed to him to bear Elizabeth Walker company in a religious circuit in some of the midland counties, previous to the occurrence of the Yearly Meeting.

He accepted the proposal; and they travelled together through part of Staffordshire, Warwick, Worcester, and Oxfordshire, visiting the meetings of Friends, and sometimes inviting the attendance of the public.
The dispirited state of mind which John Yeardley had brought with him from Germany accompanied him on this journey, and on the 30th of the Fourth Month he writes:-- I walked last evening in the fields, in a solitary frame of mind, being very low in spirits on many accounts.

My own unfaithfulness deprives me of strength to cast off my burden as I go along; consequently I grow weaker and weaker, which is indeed diametrically opposite to growing stronger and stronger in the Lord.


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