18/45 When her maid had gone out to buy the crape, she knelt down and said prayers that were not in the book, very earnestly and simply; and now and then her tears flowed afresh for a little while. She took the artificial gardenia and put it away in a safe place, after she had kissed it; and she wondered when she remembered how she had blushed last night when Bosio kissed her that once--that only once that ever was to be. And she took his photograph and looked at it, too. But she could not bear that yet--at least, not to look at it too closely. It seemed to her that she was always to be alone, now, for days, for weeks, for years. |