I thought there were excellent materials in him; though for the present they hung together somewhat spoiled and tangled.

I cannot deny that I grieved for his grief, whatever that was, and would have given much to assuage it.
Though I had now extinguished my candle and was laid down in bed, I could not sleep for thinking of his look when he paused in the avenue, and told how his destiny had risen up before him, and dared him to be happy at Thornfield.
"Why not ?" I asked myself.

"What alienates him from the house?
Will he leave it again soon?
Mrs.Fairfax said he seldom stayed here longer than a fortnight at a time; and he has now been resident eight weeks.

If he does go, the change will be doleful.

Suppose he should be absent spring, summer, and autumn: how joyless sunshine and fine days will seem!" I hardly know whether I had slept or not after this musing; at any rate, I started wide awake on hearing a vague murmur, peculiar and lugubrious, which sounded, I thought, just above me.