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Jane Eyre

CHAPTERXXI

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Providence has blessed my endeavours to secure a competency; and as I am unmarried and childless, I wish to adopt her during my life, and bequeath her at my death whatever I may have to leave .-- I am, Madam, &c., &c., "JOHN EYRE, Madeira." It was dated three years back.
"Why did I never hear of this ?" I asked.
"Because I disliked you too fixedly and thoroughly ever to lend a hand in lifting you to prosperity.

I could not forget your conduct to me, Jane--the fury with which you once turned on me; the tone in which you declared you abhorred me the worst of anybody in the world; the unchildlike look and voice with which you affirmed that the very thought of me made you sick, and asserted that I had treated you with miserable cruelty.

I could not forget my own sensations when you thus started up and poured out the venom of your mind: I felt fear as if an animal that I had struck or pushed had looked up at me with human eyes and cursed me in a man's voice .-- Bring me some water! Oh, make haste!" "Dear Mrs.Reed," said I, as I offered her the draught she required, "think no more of all this, let it pass away from your mind.

Forgive me for my passionate language: I was a child then; eight, nine years have passed since that day." She heeded nothing of what I said; but when she had tasted the water and drawn breath, she went on thus-- "I tell you I could not forget it; and I took my revenge: for you to be adopted by your uncle, and placed in a state of ease and comfort, was what I could not endure.

I wrote to him; I said I was sorry for his disappointment, but Jane Eyre was dead: she had died of typhus fever at Lowood.


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