Don't think it.

I am doing my duty and trusting God to bring you to me.

I know He will do it--I tell you there is the spirit of some strange, awful strength in me, which tells me to ask what I will and it shall be given--to seek to do anything, how great or hard soever, and a giant's, a god's strength will rest in me.

And so I know you will come.

You will always think of me so,--waiting for you--somehow, somewhere.