I cannot draw like Mary, and so the best thing I could do would be to look out for another situation.' 'And so you would actually try again, Agnes ?' 'Decidedly, I would.' 'Why, my dear, I should have thought you had had enough of it.' 'I know,' said I, 'everybody is not like Mr.and Mrs.Bloomfield--' 'Some are worse,' interrupted my mother.
'But not many, I think,' replied I, 'and I'm sure all children are not like theirs; for I and Mary were not: we always did as you bid us, didn't we ?' 'Generally: but then, I did not spoil you; and you were not perfect angels after all: Mary had a fund of quiet obstinacy, and you were somewhat faulty in regard to temper; but you were very good children on the whole.' 'I know I was sulky sometimes, and I should have been glad to see these children sulky sometimes too; for then I could have understood them: but they never were, for they _could_ not be offended, nor hurt, nor ashamed: they could not be unhappy in any way, except when they were in a passion.' 'Well, if they _could_ not, it was not their fault: you cannot expect stone to be as pliable as clay.' 'No, but still it is very unpleasant to live with such unimpressible, incomprehensible creatures.

You cannot love them; and if you could, your love would be utterly thrown away: they could neither return it, nor value, nor understand it.

But, however, even if I should stumble on such a family again, which is quite unlikely, I have all this experience to begin with, and I should manage better another time; and the end and aim of this preamble is, let me try again.' 'Well, my girl, you are not easily discouraged, I see: I am glad of that.
But, let me tell you, you are a good deal paler and thinner than when you first left home; and we cannot have you undermining your health to hoard up money either for yourself or others.' 'Mary tells me I am changed too; and I don't much wonder at it, for I was in a constant state of agitation and anxiety all day long: but next time I am determined to take things coolly.' After some further discussion, my mother promised once more to assist me, provided I would wait and be patient; and I left her to broach the matter to my father, when and how she deemed it most advisable: never doubting her ability to obtain his consent.

Meantime, I searched, with great interest, the advertising columns of the newspapers, and wrote answers to every 'Wanted a Governess' that appeared at all eligible; but all my letters, as well as the replies, when I got any, were dutifully shown to my mother; and she, to my chagrin, made me reject the situations one after another: these were low people, these were too exacting in their demands, and these too niggardly in their remuneration.
'Your talents are not such as every poor clergyman's daughter possesses, Agnes,' she would say, 'and you must not throw them away.

Remember, you promised to be patient: there is no need of hurry: you have plenty of time before you, and may have many chances yet.' At length, she advised me to put an advertisement, myself, in the paper, stating my qualifications, &c.
'Music, singing, drawing, French, Latin, and German,' said she, 'are no mean assemblage: many will be glad to have so much in one instructor; and this time, you shall try your fortune in a somewhat higher family in that of some genuine, thoroughbred gentleman; for such are far more likely to treat you with proper respect and consideration than those purse-proud tradespeople and arrogant upstarts.