[Ailsa Paige by Robert W. Chambers]@TWC D-Link bookAilsa Paige CHAPTER VII 38/44
What else lay latent--if anything--I may only surmise.
It is all dead. "The blow dealt me that evening--an hour before I first laid eyes on you--utterly changed me; and if there was anything spiritual in my character it died then.
And left what you had a glimpse of--just a man, pagan, material, unmoral, unsafe; unmoved by anything except by what appeals to the material senses. "Is that the kind of man you suppose me? That is the man I am. And you _know_ it now.
And you know, now, what it was in me that left you perplexed, silent, troubled, not comprehending--why it was you would not dance with me again, nor suffer my touch, nor endure me too near you. "It was the less noble in me--all that the blow had not killed--only a lesser part of a finer and perfect passion that might perhaps have moved you to noble response in time. "Because I should have given you all at the first meeting; I could no more have helped it than I could have silenced my heart and lived.
But what was left to give could awake in you no echo, no response, no comprehension.
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