3/13 My appetite (oh, portent!) flags. In intense excitement, who can eat yards of bread-and-butter, pounds of oatmeal-porridge, as has ever been my bucolic habit? It seems written on the sailing clouds, on the pages of every book that I open. Armies of _pros_ wage battle against legions of _cons_, and every day the issue of the fight seems even more and more doubtful. I dress in a perfect storm of doubts and questionings. |