9/17 At six the others went to ride or walk; I was never called, and did not even wonder at it. It was pretty tiresome work, and he looked rather pale and worn; but I believe he could not stay away. I sometimes felt a little sorry when I saw how much he was out of spirits, but I was in such a happy realm myself, it did not depress me long: in truth, I forgot it when he was not actually before me, and sometimes even then. I blushed desperately, and tried to listen better. Ah! how often it happened after that. |