The winter before last I earned so much from embroidery and finer kinds of work, that I thought I should have obtained the whole a year ago; but I was disappointed, for here I could only do plain work, at which I earned but little, for I could not do it so quickly.

I had hoped there would have been no occasion to refuse your wish, that I should accompany you and Emmeline, but I found the whole amount was still far from completed, and I was compelled to act as I did." "And is it possible, my Ellen, you have intrusted your secret to no one; have demanded no sympathy, no encouragement in this long and painful task ?" "I could not have accomplished nor did I commence it, without the kind assistance and advice of Ellis.

My dear aunt, I knew, reposed great confidence in her, and I thought if she did not disapprove of my plan, I should not be acting so very independently, and that with her assistance my secret would not be so difficult to keep: she procured me employment.
My name nor my reasons for seeking it were never known to those for whom I worked." "And could she approve of a task such as this, my Ellen?
Could she counsel such painful self-denial and tedious labour ?" "She did all she could to dissuade, and at first positively refused to assist me; but at last yielded to my entreaties, for she saw I never should be happy till I could look on the past more as a debt than--than--" She paused, then added--"My own spirit rebelled enough; that was far more difficult to overcome than other dissuasions." "And what strong impulse could have urged you to this course of self-denial, my sweet girl?
I know not yet whether I shall not scold you for this almost needless infliction of pain, and for the deception it involves towards me," said Mrs.Hamilton, with reproachful tenderness.
"Forgive me, oh, forgive me that!" exclaimed Ellen, clasping the hand she held.

"I have often and often felt I was deceiving you; failing in that confidence I had promised you should never have again to demand; but I dared not tell you, for I knew you would have prohibited the continuance of my task." "I should indeed, my Ellen; and tell me why you have done this.

Was it indeed because you imagined nothing else could atone for the past ?" "Because I felt--I knew, though I was restored to your favour, your confidence, my conscience was not at peace, because I had read, '_If the wicked restore the pledge, give again that which he had robbed, walk in the statutes of life, without committing iniquity, he shall surely live, he shall not die_;' and I felt, however I might endeavour to be virtuous and good, till I had given again that which I had robbed, I dared not implore the mercy of my God." It is impossible to do justice by mere description to the plaintive eloquence, to the mournfully-expressive voice with which these simple words were said, betraying at once those thoughts and feelings which had been so long concealed in Ellen's meek and youthful heart, the hidden spring from which her every action had emanated; Mrs.Hamilton felt its power, the sentiment was too exalted, too holy for human praise.