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The Mother’s Recompense, Volume II.

CHAPTER XI
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"Is marriage a thing so indispensable, that you would compel me to leave you, my dear father ?" "To you it is indispensable; when once you have lost the name you now hold, the world and all its pleasures will be spread before you, the stain will be remembered no more; your life need not be spent in gloom and exile like this." "And what, then, will become of you ?" "Of me! who cares.

What am I, and what have I ever been to either of my children, that they should care for me?
I scorn the mere act of duty, and which of you can love me?
no, Lilla, not even you." "Father, you do me wrong; oh, do not speak such cruel words," said Lilla, springing from her seat, and flinging herself on her knees by her father's side.

"Have I indeed so failed in testimonies of love, that you can for one instant believe it is only the duty of a child I feel and practise?
Oh, my father, do me not such harsh injustice; could you read my inmost heart, you would see how full it is of love and reverence for you, though I have not always courage to express it.

Ask of me any, every proof but this, and I will do it, but, oh, do not command me to wed Mr.Clapperton; why, oh, why would you thus seek to send me from you ?" "I speak but for your happiness, Lilla;" his voice was somewhat softened.

"You cannot be happy now with one so harsh, irritable, cruel as, I know, I am too often." "And would you compare the occasional irritation proceeding from the failing health of a beloved father, with the fierce passion and constant impatience of a husband, with whom I could not have one idea in common, whom I could neither love nor reverence, to whom even my duty would be wretchedness?
oh, my father, can you compare the two?
Think of Mrs.
Greville: Philip Clapperton ever reminds me of Mr.Greville, of what at least he must have been in his youth, and would you sentence me to all the misery that has been poor Mrs.Greville's lot and her children's likewise ?" "You do not know enough of Clapperton to judge him thus harshly, Lilla; I know him better, and I cannot see the faults against which you are so inveterate.


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