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The Mother’s Recompense, Volume II.

CHAPTER XII
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To me, believe me, it has no terrors.

To single women the opportunities of doing good, of making others happy, are more frequent than those granted to mothers and wives; and while such is the case, is it not our own fault if we are not happy?
I own that the life of solitude which an old maid's includes, may, if the heart be so inclined, be equally productive of selfishness, moroseness of temper, and obstinacy in opinion and judgment, but most fervently I trust such will never be my attributes.

It can never be while my beloved aunt and uncle are spared to me, which I trust they will be for many, many years longer; and even should they be removed before I anticipate, I have so many to love me, so many to dearly love, that I can have no time, no room for selfishness." "Do not mistake me, Ellen," St.Eval replied, earnestly; "I do not wish to see you married because I dread your becoming like some single women; with your principles such can never be.

Your society--your influence over the minds of our children--is far too precious to be lightly wished removed, as it would be were you to marry.

It is for your own sake, dearest Ellen, I regret it, and for the sake of him you might select, that you, who are so fitted to enjoy and to fulfil them, can never know the pleasures attendant on the duties of a happy wife and mother; that by a husband and child, the dearest ties of earth, you will go down to the grave unloved." "You are right, St.Eval, they are the dearest ties on earth; but pleasures, the pleasures of affection, too, are yet left to us, who may never know them.


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