[The Mother’s Recompense, Volume II. by Grace Aguilar]@TWC D-Link bookThe Mother’s Recompense, Volume II. CHAPTER III 5/34
That he did not rebuke them it was true; he did not perhaps observe them, but it was said, and justly, he must have been strangely blind not to do so. The villagers understood not that preoccupation of mind which does indeed render us blind to all things, save to the one intense subject of thought. Complaints were made to and heard by the rector, who, faithful to his trust, visited the parish, made inquiries, heard tales concerning his curate that startled his charity, and finally spoke severely to Arthur on his careless and neglectful conduct.
It would have been better for Arthur had pride remained banished during that interview; but, unfortunately, fired with indignation at anything resembling censure even from a superior, it returned with full force, and by his haughty silence with regard to some of the charges brought against him, his ill-disguised contempt of others, confirmed every evil report concerning him which Mr.Howard had heard.
Mildly he requested that the future might atone for the past, and that Myrvin would remember the sacred post he held.
The unhappy young man heard him without reply; but when the rector had departed, he strove to think soberly on the charges brought against him, and look within himself to know if he deserved them. Neglect and carelessness--yes, he had given cause for both.
Other accusations of much graver import he dismissed at once, satisfied that the very thought of such vices had never even for one moment stained his mind, and as secure in his own integrity and right feeling, as he was aware of the prejudice against him, he determined--as, alas! how many in such cases do--not to alter his general conduct, lest it should be said he tacitly admitted the truth of every report against him.
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