That note is the last word in life from us--from you.
It's a dying prayer.

Tell Winnsome your love, tell her that it is your last wish that she go out into the big, free world--away from this hell-hole, away from Strang, away from the Mormons, and live as other women live! And commanded by your love--she will go!" "I've told her that!" breathed Neil.
"I knew you would!" Nathaniel threw another handful of gold on the table.
"Five hundred!" he exclaimed.

"It's cheap enough for a woman's soul!" He motioned for Neil to put the money in his pocket.

The pain was coming back into his head, he grew dizzy, and hastened to the bench.

Neil came and sat beside him.
"So you think it's the end ?" he asked.