[The Moon Rock by Arthur J. Rees]@TWC D-Link bookThe Moon Rock CHAPTER XIII 11/23
I have not seen him for many years, but during my recent close association with him I was struck by two things: the solitary aloofness of his mind, and his overwhelming pride--pride in the family name.
These two traits in his character coloured all his actions.
In the first place, he disliked opening his mind to anybody, but the stronger influence, his family pride, overcame his habitual secretiveness when he thought it necessary and desirable to do so in furtherance of his darling ambition--the restoration of this title.
Men who lead a solitary, self-contained life, like my brother, become introspective and ultra-sensitive, and face any intimate personal revelation with the utmost reluctance.
They will nerve themselves to it when the occasion absolutely requires, but the after effects--the mental self-probings, the agonized self torture that a self-conscious proud man can inflict on himself when he comes to analyze the effects of his disclosure on other minds, are sometimes unendurable." Austin put forward this analysis of his brother's state of mind with a gravity which was in complete contrast with the light airiness of his tea-table gossip, and Barrant felt that he was speaking with sincerity. "Yes, I can understand that," he said with a thoughtful nod. "I think that is what happened in my brother's case, when he felt called upon to reveal, as he did yesterday, a shameful family secret which hurt him in his strongest point--his family pride." "Stop a minute," interrupted Barrant, in a surprised voice.
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