indifferent.

I did not even wonder what had happened--not then.

Afterwards I overheard one of the maids in the corridor telling another that it was suicide.
"That made no difference to me, except that I wanted more than ever to get away.

I formed my plans quickly, to go to London that day, but not by the express.

I knew my aunt would not go back that morning after what had happened, but I thought her husband might have to go on business.