[The Life And Adventures Of Nicholas Nickleby by Charles Dickens]@TWC D-Link bookThe Life And Adventures Of Nicholas Nickleby CHAPTER 15 2/16
In the present instance, the pantomime consisted of a nod, and not a shake; so Nicholas took the answer as a favourable one. 'Now listen to me,' said Nicholas, laying his hand on Newman's shoulder. 'Before I would make an effort to see them, I deemed it expedient to come to you, lest, by gratifying my own selfish desire, I should inflict an injury upon them which I can never repair.
What has my uncle heard from Yorkshire ?' Newman opened and shut his mouth, several times, as though he were trying his utmost to speak, but could make nothing of it, and finally fixed his eyes on Nicholas with a grim and ghastly stare. 'What has he heard ?' urged Nicholas, colouring.
'You see that I am prepared to hear the very worst that malice can have suggested.
Why should you conceal it from me? I must know it sooner or later; and what purpose can be gained by trifling with the matter for a few minutes, when half the time would put me in possession of all that has occurred? Tell me at once, pray.' 'Tomorrow morning,' said Newman; 'hear it tomorrow.' 'What purpose would that answer ?' urged Nicholas. 'You would sleep the better,' replied Newman. 'I should sleep the worse,' answered Nicholas, impatiently.
'Sleep! Exhausted as I am, and standing in no common need of rest, I cannot hope to close my eyes all night, unless you tell me everything.' 'And if I should tell you everything,' said Newman, hesitating. 'Why, then you may rouse my indignation or wound my pride,' rejoined Nicholas; 'but you will not break my rest; for if the scene were acted over again, I could take no other part than I have taken; and whatever consequences may accrue to myself from it, I shall never regret doing as I have done--never, if I starve or beg in consequence.
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