You can't help it.

Forgiveness is a high quality; an exalted virtue; far above YOUR control or influence, John.

I WILL forgive you.

You cannot move me to remember any wrong you have ever done me, John.' 'Wrong!' cried the other, with all the heat and impetuosity of his age.
'Here's a pretty fellow! Wrong! Wrong I have done him! He'll not even remember the five hundred pounds he had with me under false pretences; or the seventy pounds a year for board and lodging that would have been dear at seventeen! Here's a martyr!' 'Money, John,' said Mr Pecksniff, 'is the root of all evil.

I grieve to see that it is already bearing evil fruit in you.