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The Tenant of Wildfell Hall

CHAPTER XXXII
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From laughing at the pretty sight, we began to talk of the children's future life; and that made us thoughtful.

We both relapsed into silent musing as we slowly proceeded up the walk; and I suppose Milicent, by a train of associations, was led to think of her sister.
'Helen,' said she, 'you often see Esther, don't you ?' 'Not very often.' 'But you have more frequent opportunities of meeting her than I have; and she loves you, I know, and reverences you too: there is nobody's opinion she thinks so much of; and she says you have more sense than mamma.' 'That is because she is self-willed, and my opinions more generally coincide with her own than your mamma's.

But what then, Milicent ?' 'Well, since you have so much influence with her, I wish you would seriously impress it upon her, never, on any account, or for anybody's persuasion, to marry for the sake of money, or rank, or establishment, or any earthly thing, but true affection and well-grounded esteem.' 'There is no necessity for that,' said I, 'for we have had some discourse on that subject already, and I assure you her ideas of love and matrimony are as romantic as any one could desire.' 'But romantic notions will not do: I want her to have true notions.' 'Very right: but in my judgment, what the world stigmatises as romantic, is often more nearly allied to the truth than is commonly supposed; for, if the generous ideas of youth are too often over-clouded by the sordid views of after-life, that scarcely proves them to be false.' 'Well, but if you think her ideas are what they ought to be, strengthen them, will you?
and confirm them, as far as you can; for I had romantic notions once, and--I don't mean to say that I regret my lot, for I am quite sure I don't, but--' 'I understand you,' said I; 'you are contented for yourself, but you would not have your sister to suffer the same as you.' 'No--or worse.

She might have far worse to suffer than I, for I am really contented, Helen, though you mayn't think it: I speak the solemn truth in saying that I would not exchange my husband for any man on earth, if I might do it by the plucking of this leaf.' 'Well, I believe you: now that you have him, you would not exchange him for another; but then you would gladly exchange some of his qualities for those of better men.' 'Yes: just as I would gladly exchange some of my own qualities for those of better women; for neither he nor I are perfect, and I desire his improvement as earnestly as my own.

And he will improve, don't you think so, Helen?
he's only six-and-twenty yet.' 'He may,' I answered, 'He will, he WILL!' repeated she.
'Excuse the faintness of my acquiescence, Milicent, I would not discourage your hopes for the world, but mine have been so often disappointed, that I am become as cold and doubtful in my expectations as the flattest of octogenarians.' 'And yet you do hope, still, even for Mr.Huntingdon ?' 'I do, I confess, "even" for him; for it seems as if life and hope must cease together.


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