There, you may go now.
Good-night; and don't disturb your rest for me: I shall sleep well--if I can.' Notwithstanding this resolution, I found my bed so intolerable that, before two o'clock, I rose, and lighting my candle by the rushlight that was still burning, I got my desk and sat down in my dressing-gown to recount the events of the past evening.

It was better to be so occupied than to be lying in bed torturing my brain with recollections of the far past and anticipations of the dreadful future.

I have found relief in describing the very circumstances that have destroyed my peace, as well as the little trivial details attendant upon their discovery.

No sleep I could have got this night would have done so much towards composing my mind, and preparing me to meet the trials of the day.

I fancy so, at least; and yet, when I cease writing, I find my head aches terribly; and when I look into the glass, I am startled at my haggard, worn appearance.
Rachel has been to dress me, and says I have had a sad night of it, she can see.