And then, having said this, I became embarrassed in face of the stubborn inquisitiveness, clumsily strict, of this comrade who was seeking the light all by himself! Following that incident, I often tried, during days of monotony, to collect my ideas on war.

I could not.

I am sure of certain points, points of which I have always been sure.

Farther I cannot go.

I rely in the matter on those who guide us, who withhold the policy of the State.