17/18 We used to lie down side by side, so as to be annihilated in unconsciousness, or to go and dream somewhere else. This sincerity that I have brought back in my eyes and mind has changed the semblances round about me into reality, more than I imagine. Marie is hiding from me her faded but disregarded body. Her modesty has begun again; yes, she has ended by beginning again. She is undressing, alone in her room, slowly, and as if uselessly. |