It is too sacred a subject to parade.
We cannot write on paper our deepest feelings; we cannot describe in words the yearnings and experiences of the soul.

Were I to try I could give no adequate idea of my hopes and fears, my prayers and struggles.
To realize my life, a similar condition must be experienced.
I ask, however, that I may be believed when I say this: a month later I really believed in God, and soon I began to realize His power.

I felt a new life growing in me, a higher life.

I began to be possessed of a power whereby I could conquer myself, subjugate my own will, and be master over my passions.

The reader may smile as he or she reads this, but this is true: when I became possessed of a life whereby I became master of my lower self, I felt free from Voltaire's power.