"I--I believe the shop might have done for me this time if I hadn't--if something hadn't helped me to--oh, not only to bear it, but to be happy in it.

Well, I AM happy in it.
I want to go on just as I am.

And of all things on earth that I don't want, I don't want to live a business life--I don't want to be drawn into it.

I don't think it IS living--and now I AM living.

I have the healthful toil--and I can think.