[In the Cage by Henry James]@TWC D-Link bookIn the Cage CHAPTER XX 3/10
It had all at last even put on the air of their not needing now clumsily to manoeuvre to converse: their former little postal make-believes, the intense implications of questions and answers and change, had become in the light of the personal fact, of their having had their moment, a possibility comparatively poor.
It was as if they had met for all time--it exerted on their being in presence again an influence so prodigious.
When she watched herself, in the memory of that night, walk away from him as if she were making an end, she found something too pitiful in the primness of such a gait.
Hadn't she precisely established on the part of each a consciousness that could end only with death? It must be admitted that in spite of this brave margin an irritation, after he had gone, remained with her; a sense that presently became one with a still sharper hatred of Mr.Buckton, who, on her friend's withdrawal, had retired with the telegrams to the sounder and left her the other work.
She knew indeed she should have a chance to see them, when she would, on file; and she was divided, as the day went on, between the two impressions of all that was lost and all that was re-asserted. What beset her above all, and as she had almost never known it before, was the desire to bound straight out, to overtake the autumn afternoon before it passed away for ever and hurry off to the Park and perhaps be with him there again on a bench.
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