[Marcella by Mrs. Humphry Ward]@TWC D-Link bookMarcella CHAPTER VIII 34/39
Was I Alfred de Musset ?--and she George Sand? Did any of them ever taste a more poignant moment than I--when she--lay upon my breast? To be helpless--yet yield nothing--it challenged me! Yet I took no advantage--none.
When she _looked_--when her eye, her _soul_, was, for that instant, mine, then!--Well!--the world has rushed with me since I saw her on the stairs; life can bring me nothing of such a quality again.
What did I say ?--how much did I mean? My God! how can I tell? I began as an actor, did I finish as a man ?" He paced up and down, thinking; gradually, by the help of an iron will quieting down each rebellious pulse. "That poacher fellow did me a good turn.
_Dare_! the word galled.
But, after all, what woman could say less? And what matter? I have held her in my arms, in a setting--under a moon--worthy of her.
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